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!Sunday, January 30, 2005
today sucks.. wad a boring day.. my sis went to see B.A.D and blah blah blah.. the list goes down.. now telling me how shuai they are. .how well they sing.. yesh i noe all these.. thanx arh.. all coz of u all going out no matter wad is going wrong at home.. i haf to be alwayz the one staying at home.. yesh.. i wanna be a good girl .. a filial daughter.. and tt's wad i shld be too.. but i dun wanna be a boring idiot.. wells... u all juz dunno how to put urselves in my shoes.. suan le.. say so much also like tt.. i got no freedom
my dad is sad.. all i can say is.. one is born to live n to die eventually.. tt's life. when its time to go.. its the time to go... i am so sad now! wads going to happen tml? hope theres nothin bad..
anywayz.. i wanted to buy this new album by B.A.D but sucks man.. sold out.. SOLD OUT leh.. tt din happened to david tao's album or lee hom's ... so ultimately.. i bought david tao's coz lee hom's too cocky.. dun wanna support him.. David's album is nice.. anyone wanna borrow from me? i am gonna spend on B.A.D's the coming week when the stock comes.. hahaz..
lastly.. i hate integration.. its driving me crazy.. can i dun do anymore questions on them? i cannot stand it.. yuckS!
Shanny
; @ 4:17 PM
!Thursday, January 27, 2005
its such a bad day for me, my feet got pricked by some needle-like wood which came from dunno where early in the morning.. bled.. sucks.. its so painful now.. then still gotta go cross-country.. but ahahz.. lazy me.. juz walked and ran abit for the whole 3.2km.. lolz..so lazy right.. but the sun is freaking hot.. anywayz.. its so funnie.. nigel came in 13th then the person pronounced his name wrongly.. MUHAHAHAAHZ.. so funnie.. wells.. nigel claims that he din noe/care bout tt.. haz.. wadeva.. if u r reading this.. yes.. i am laughing at u.. nice new name.. ahhaz.. okiez.. so after tt went out with nanhua peeps for lunch.. went to alan's hse for fun.. nothin to do also.. lolzZ.. so slack.. after tt went home.. yah.. then its the most irritating thing which happened to me.. the bloody fish tank nearest to my kitchen kinda cracked.. then water came gushing out from everywhere.. sucks man... i hate the fishes.. and i still haf to clear up the bloody flood which their 'beautiful home" has created... wells.. i am so pathetic.. so now.. i am damn tired.. i think i am having a slight fever.. dying soon.. i feel so tired this week... argh..
congrats to nigel n clare.. u 2 did 4/2 proud.. rock on
Shanny
; @ 1:35 PM
!Thursday, January 20, 2005
ahhaz.. finally got time to blog.. busy busy n really busy.. today is so good.. no cca.. went to harbourfront with my classmates.. then reached home so early.. like onli ard 3pm.. hahaz.. so damn early.. orh.. having cramps lah.. sooooo pain.. argh.. i shld be having mood swings. but dun haf leh.. first time.. hahaz... uttering rubbish le.. wadeva.. those reading this.. take care k?
*s.m.i.l.e t.o m.e*
Shanny
; @ 1:00 PM
!Thursday, January 13, 2005
hhaz.. i haven been blogging for 10yrs? hahaz.. sorrie.. my monitor kinda crashed lah.. so.. hahaz.. u get wad i mean.. yeah.. the past week sucks.. now that i am typing all these, my brain is so saturated, tired and about to die.. have been reeli mugging n all that coz of the CLA dictation.. it juz takes up too much of my onli little time left.. my eyes are soooo tired lah.. orh yah.. mentioning bout eyes.. i got sore eyes.. a slight one now.. for both eyes.. sucks right.. wadeva lah.. makes me feel so lazy.. i am bout to close my eyes and go n slp liao.. i haf to say.. i love sch n hate sch too.. love sch coz i can see my frens.. hate sch coz of all other reasons.. hahaz.. i dun like studying.. it simply sucks.. but all i am doing is juz studying real hard.. yucks.. i hate my life now!
Shanny
; @ 1:46 PM
!Saturday, January 08, 2005
blogging againz.. though haf been complaining bout how tired n sick i was the past few days.. i nv miss a chance to blog.. lolzZ..
today is boring.. reeli boring.. brought a big fat chinese dict to sch for writing CLA essay.. it was so torturing trying to phrase all the sentences in the supposedly 'chim' way... coz so long nv write beautifully le.. lolz..
nigel.. if u r reading this.. let me tell u.. u make my head SPIN.. lolz.. i have been cracking my brain to think of wad to get for u for ur special 18th birthday... maybe tt's y i still haf not recovered from my disastrous illness..
this weekend.. i will go hunt for something for nigel, do homework (alot of maths), revise some stuff on econs and memorise 2 chim CLA thingy.. too much to be done..
*curious bout you*
Shanny
; @ 12:12 PM
!Friday, January 07, 2005
almost a week.. or rather almost 5 days of sch... its like onli the start of 2005 and i am soooo darn busy... my new econs teacher is good.. maths tutor was okie.. abit borin.. haix.. hope my yr 2 is not tt boring.. hahaz
yah.. yesterday stayed back for a meeting for CS.. discussing bout the drama story and our annual product- yang guang you miao.. hahaz.. ppl who read this.. plz buy tix from me ard tt time k? go watch.. me gonna act.. if i get the chance to.. hahaz.. suddenly felt veri attached to CS.. beginning to like it there..
today was a normal day.. i tot it was slping time during the long 2-hr GP period.. coz gonna watch movie mah... called GATTACA i think.. ended up the movie quite nice.. hahahhaz.. then watch lorz.. but i am sooo tired now.. and sick.. haf been sick for so long.. but juz cannot get well..
then went home ard 2.15pm... supposed to wait for elyse to be released at 4.15 at home.. but then her P.E cancelled.. then the moment i reach home.. haf to go out again.. to buy prissy's birthday present.. hahaz.. i think i am going broke soon.. nigel's coming too.. hahaz..
i am sooo tired!
Shanny
; @ 1:14 AM
!Monday, January 03, 2005
wad a thing to start my yr.. my comp monitor blew. currently using my sis laptop... haix.. read kathie's blog juz now.. i dunno how to describe my feelings about it.. but.. kathie.. cheer upZz and u noe we are alwayz there for u huh...
i was abit not in the mood to do anything... sian cum low spirits.. dunno y too.. 2005 dun haf a good start for me huh.. sian... tml sch reopen.. back to my mugger mode le.. the weather is lousy.. i almost forget bout how the sun shines and get on my nerves.. its sooo cold.. haix.. with all the natural disasters happening.. i am starting to think that maybe the end of the world is coming huh..
ermz ya.. maybe the lyrics of jay chou's +shi jie mo ri+ best describes how i feel and wad i am thinking..
Shanny
; @ 1:50 PM
!Saturday, January 01, 2005
i juz wanna say.. my 2004 is not an exactly a happy one.. as compared to 2003.. which was soooooo enjoyable in nanhua.. nothin can be compared to those days i had in nanhua.. i nv regret going there though my parents kinda tot its worse than RVHS.. ahahz.. wells. i forget to add sumthin to my wishes.. i hope everyone ard me can be happy alwayz..
orh yah.. my mum allowed me to go out with my og juz now.. wad great to see quite a number turned up.. the feeling is kinda the same.. though its hard to tok bout common things... but when toking bout lame n funnie stuff, the feeling is back.. yeah.. hope there will be more outings huh.. hahz..
2005 is coming! hoorayZz for a better yr.. cheerZz
Shanny
; @ 3:25 PM
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haiXx.. today is the last day of 2004.. 31st DEC 2004! wad am i doing at home??!!?!?! the most pathetic thing is to get sick.. reeli sick and to stay home coz of the stupid flu, sore throat and fever i am having now.. yes .. at this very minute! orh my.. i guess my mum will nv nv nv let me out tonight to meet my jj og pals.. i dun wanna bang seh them leh.. i reeli reeli wanna go...
lets share bout wad is soooo amazing in my life this yr..
Firstly, wanna tell u guys i had my joyous and happiest days spent in JJC for the first 3 months.. all coz i haf a bunch of close n nice og pals.. i love them.. they impact my life with all the sweetest memories which i can onli keep in my heart now.. coz i chose to leave for SA..
maybe my biggest regret or the greatest mistake i did this yr was to choose to go SAJC.. wells.. its not that i am suffering over there.. the good thing is i haf all of my nanhua peeps physically there for me alwayz.. but i spent a rather long long time to get used to the life there.. es. my class A51. comparing them to my nanhua classmates.. they are of coz a mile away.. but i guessed its me.. my prob.. coz i took rather six months to reeli settle down and mix well with some of the my classmates.. but there are reeli nice ppl in my class too..es. jie sung, sharon, kathie, jiefang, etc. PW was the killer.. it makes me feel so tired alwayz.. but wells.. its over le..
the most memorable thing which happened was my quarrel or cold war with elyse.. yah. i was so unused to my life there and i expect my good fren here to be there for me alwayz.. but she kinda din, coz she has a new life too.. and maybe i expect a little too much.. two stubborn bulls but i still relent somehow.. coz its our birthday period! hahaz.. but definitely, i learnt something out of it.. and thru this.. i saw someone who is alwayz ready to comfort me whenever i need her to be.. sookyee.. thanx for everything the two of u have made me realised in life...
the most drastic change in my life was none other than myself. to everyone hu noes me well, i am lazy, hates studying and loves to play! but who will imagine me as a mugger, a true mugger.. yah.. coz of some probs in my family, i am forced to be VERI practical in life. and onli being able to achieve good results can help me get far in future.. i chose this. i chose to concentrate alot on my schoolwork.. u may say tt's wad students shld do.. but i kinda drifted apart from ALL my frens, my dearest frens... i am sorry but i hope u all can understand.. i will haf to say it will be worse next yr.. coz my biggest challenge is the As.. yah.. looking far ahead is the onli thing i can do now..
and lastly, my wishes in life.. yah.. making wishes on the last day of 2004..
1. i wan a happy family where no disputes or quarrel occur
2. i wan good grades.. A A B will be good enuff.. ahhaz.. abit too unrealistic. 3. i wan alot of money.. being practical, money solves alot of probs.. es. with wad kinda probs i am facing now..
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